I need a good swift kick in the ass, to get myself going.

*yawn*

I'm sooooo sleepy.

It was all that "swimming" at the beach!

Oh man... I need to get my ass going.

So someone! Kick! Kick my ass!

I'm sure donkey guy would be good for this! lol  Asses are good at kicking!

I'm told to keep a mood and sleep journal. I'm going to use my planner. I did have a spiral notebook, where I was writing down my moods, as they changed, and keeping track of my sleep and stuff...

funny thing. now that I've used that notebook for that, and plan to switch to just using a planner, I feel like that notebook is now a waste.

I have to have a new journal, new notebook, for every little different thing.

Like, the journal I have now, was meant more for writing down what I did throughout the day and positive stuff. I feel like throwing in bad stuff, or stuff about my crazy moods, is ruining it and I need a new journal for that.

when I do writing, if I have a notebook with poems, It's just for that. if I use it for other stuff, it just gets nuts.

and then i get even more nuts, when I don't have any notebooks left. then I just pace around like a fool and think think think, but yeah...

geez.

I'm strange.

 

Yikkkes.

So one of our local radio stations is holding a contest!

One person has to be willing to get head to toe naked, in front of as many family members as possible, for a family picture.

The person who gets the most family members in their picture, wins a meet and greet with Adam Lavine (did I spell that right?)

Anyway, can we say...

haha, no no no noooo

the idea of being naked around family creeps me out. But, there are people who are willing. One girl, is going to try and talk her dad into being there, but isn't sure he'll want to. lololol... um...

gross.

But I gotta say, interesting contest idea! lol

Uhhhh, yeah. For some reason, I really don't feel like blogging lately. And, for me, that's strange!

So I started watching Orange Is the New Black, On Netflix. I'm now officially hooked...

We're getting ready for school! I've been getting Brianna on a schedule, to get ready for school. We're up every day at 7.

At first, it was a pain. Not only cause I wanted to crawl back under the nice, warm, covers and snooze the morning away, but because ... so did she! lol  So day one it was like, "My legs are still tired!"  Day two it was, "Oooh, I hate this!!!!!"

Then by day 3, she was good. And even on the weekends, we both tend to get up earlier. %^&

And really... that is it...

lol

I live such an exciting life...

I did jack up my arm. But that is not something I want to talk about.

Keep on, keepin' on...

That is what I'm doing!

Have a happy Friday!

Oh, and My sister and I are planning on doing this Jingle Bells Run/Walk for Arthritis. It's dec. 13th, I believe. Anyway, we're thinking of dressing up like snowmen!

I wish I would throw up and get it over with...

Ugh.

I used those words. I felt free. I said I felt free. Let it be. I'm free...

I talked about how hard it was to get through. Years... and years... years...

Years.

And one day, it crashed back on me.

now, I read other's stories and I feel like I took 100 steps back. I see how free they are. I think, I was there... I thought I was there... I was... there...

and my heart... my heart just...

This is it.

This is what happens.

My heart...

let it be. let it be.

This cute little squirrel. Climbed up and ate out of the birdfeeder. And when he was done...

He needed a drink. lol....

He was soooooo cute!

I tried to get a pic when this guy was sticking out his tongue. But noooo, wasn't quick enough. And then he just slithered back and buried his head under that log and I'm like, gahhh!

My favorite spot!!!

see the turtle?

all the reflections in the water were cool!

I really like this picture, for some reason!

 

Can someone come take me away? please? pretty please?