“It is not uncommon for survivors to have flashbacks during sexual contact, in which a memory of the past abuse is triggered by a familiar touch, smell or position. If the sexual abuse included the use of violence or force, survivors may mix up sexual and aggressive urges. A history of sexual abuse can add confusion about a survivor’s sexual preference.” Survivor to Thriver
Off to work I go…
Truly have just completely lost my purpose.
I just hope I can snap myself out of it, before I do something really stupid.