November 21, 2013
Yes, here comes another bitchy complainy post of mine. I'm not fooled about what people think of me. I know I'm a bitch. But... I gotta get this out.
So my husband quits his job. Lose our insurance. No longer have paychecks coming in. Now it's a struggle to figure out how to get the damn groceries. All the help I was getting, I owe about $500. No way to pay it. I'm sure they'll come after me. Can't stay on my meds. What did I do all that for? Really, why did I even bother getting help?
This is the perfect time of year to have all this happen too. Yeah, thanks.
My aunt fell. She had a stroke a while back. So she fell today... My mom had to go over there and take care of her.
My gramma has COPD and now bronchitis and she's been sick for a couple weeks now. Her blood pressure was 98/40 yesterday. She's currently lying face down on her bed groaning. She says she's okay, but... I just keep checking to make sure she's still breathing.
pretty sure my mom got another notice to pay the mortgage or whatever. She can't afford this house. I wonder when we're all going to be kicked out.
Why not just go be homeless? I mean, really...
Add to that nightmares and flashbacks and shit like that.
I'm just overwhelmed.
But I'm so soo soooo sorry to everyone who has to put up with me and my bitchy self. You can all carry on with life and just forget me. Really. I get it. I do...