March 25, 2012
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Random Thoughts
I just have to say how thankful I am for the very few people on here who "get me". I'm thinking @mytwocentss and, since I love tagging people, this is my shout out to her, lol. Of course there are more of you that I appreciate and what not. I just love that I can message with some of you and not have to worry about much. This is supposed to be my "safe place" and I'm also thankful for the very few "safe people" I can talk to, on here, who just seem to accept me! You guys rock!
I've considered going through my "friends" on here and cutting back. I don't see anything wrong with that. There are certain things I'm getting tired of on here. And, because of that, I just don't feel like posting much. However, I said a long time ago that if I am "friends" with someone, there's a reason for it and I do want to get to know some of you better. I'm not the best and getting around and commenting. A lot of times, I just don't know what to say. It's not that I don't read what you write, I do, but I don't always know what to say and don't comment. and sometimes my lovely computer won't even let me rec.
I was thinking of going back on sign in lock, but it's really not all that important to me. I'm just going to stick it out. For now, I'm just going to leave it the same. But that may change in the very near future. Of course, I'm just irritated right now, so once the irritation passes, I'll probably be over it. this happens a lot.I am tired of trying to express myself and no one understanding. Of course, this is my bad. I tried twice yesterday and deleted both posts, lol. I figure, I'll keep it between the couple people who seem to just 'get me", instead of opening up to everyone and confusing the hell out of people. I confused the hell out of my husband, last night, too and I'm just pretty sensitive about it right now. sue me! There is nothing more annoying than having thoughts trapped in your head and not being able to get them across in a way where anyone can understand. and even when I think I'm making sense, I'm apprently not. LOL.
And I'm really tired of a post that is NOT a vent, on my part, coming across as "whining".
Good Lord, seriously!
If You think I whine a lot, even on posts you clearly misunderstood, then just get off my page. I really don't care for the condescending bull shit. I'm over that. so, seirously, just go.
Also, Life isn't some damn competition. If you want to make it some competition, take it elsewhere, please!
Thanks!
*This probably sounded like nothing but whining, right!
yay sarcasm! whining about people thinking I'm whining, bahahaha! I win!*~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Also, completely off topic, Sometimes you just have to try something, to realize that it's not "you" or you don't have any skills whatsoever in it. I'm proud of myself for trying, though. I'll just focus on that part. At least I tried!
Have a good Sunday, people! I don't know what I'm off to do, but anything is better than this, right now! As long as I stay away from the ice cream, I'm good... lol!
Comments (13)
yeah, sometimes you just need to get something off your chest; i sure know that feeling
@TrainTrack - Yep, exactly. You're one of the few good ones, Ray! Love ya! *hugs* And you have every right to vent or get things off your chest without being made to feel guilty for it! You can always vent to me any time!
Whoa, whoa! Don't get all dramatic on me girl! Stay away from ice cream?! Are you crazy?! You must be losing it. *lol* Stay with me now! Ice cream is a girl's best friend - forget those diamonds! *lol*
Yeah, I haven't read the blog you're talking about but I plan to when I get time. Anyone who would come onto your page & disrespect you needs a swift punch to the boobies! *lol* (Hopefully that made you laugh rather than making me seem weird.)
Sorry to hear some people have been condescending to you.Hope the irritation passes soon and you can enjoy this day.
Ice cream? Did someone say ice cream?!? I will save you from the dastardly ice cream! Lick! Lick! Lap! Lap! Munch! Munch! Ooops! Ice cream headache! BAD ice cream! No wonder you want to stay away from it! Lick! Lick! Lap! Lap!
if we dont try then we dont learn. even if we fail at something, to try is learning. i may not always understand what you may be referring to in a post as you may be a little vague, but with each post i learn a bit more about you and the awesomeness that you are.
this is your place and we are guests here. no one should come in and disrespect you in your "home". you should never feel afraid to post anything you wish as long as it is in line with xanga tos.
somethings just take practice and molding and some polish before you can get better at them. do it for your self. if others like it? all the better.
@MyTwoCentss - You know those, um, Edy's little fun flavors, like cookie dough and peanut butter cup? Yeah, those. I love the little single serving cups of those and that's what I got. haha. I already ate TWO of them, after my lunch, and yesterday I had a WHOLE Ben and Jerry's half baked. *besides the big huge bite my hubby took out of it, but still*. I'm doing great! And here I was looking forward to reaching my second weight goal on monday. All this ice cream totally is awesome for that!
@musterion99 - The good news is, it hardly ever happens. This is the second time from the same person, so I should just learn to block or something. lol. I'm over it, now. Most people are really nice to me and I should just focus on that.
And now that I've gotten it off my chest, I feel much better! 
Thanks! I hope you enjoy this day, too! If it's beautiful here as it is where you are, I really hope you're able to get out and enjoy it! 
@Donkey_Guy_10 - LOL...
@Megabyyte - Okay. Well as long as you weren't meaning to stay away from ice cream altogether!
Everyone has to be able to vent. I have NEVER seen you "whine" on here. One of the reasons I hardly ever post anymore is because people on here are either so mean, or so frustrating, or both. YOU and a few others are the only reason I still hang around here. Don't listen to the mean ones. Just block their hateful a$$e$ and forget about them.
That seems to work for me.
well my comment just got deleted (URG!), so I was saying that I felt like the blog I wrote yesterday was whiny; but I try to remind myself that my writing is not just for others but for me, maybe mostly for me, to work though issues, emotions, and feelings. It is as much a blog as it is also a journal or me as I grow and deal with and go through life.
If you do go on friends lock, just add me before. I find you interesting, otherwise, I wouldn't have subscribed.
I don't think your blogs are whiny. Venting is okay. Everyone does it.
I like reading your posts and I think you express yourself fine in your posts.
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