January 7, 2014
Nothing good to say today.
Everything is a mess.
I don't know what to do anymore.
I'm tired of feeling this level of shitty ... all the time. I'm tired of crying THIS much.
I keep thinking I see this tiny little light at the end of the tunnel and it gets my hope up. And then, no, it's like a train that's just coming to shatter what little hope I started to have...
When will it be over? Will someone tell me when it will be over?
God, I want it to be over.