March 11, 2012
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Never Give In
*Something I wrote in my journal, last night*
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I will get what I want.
I will not let anything or anybody stand in my way.
I will not let anything or anybody defeat me.
I will never give up my control and lay down and take a beating.
I will not give anyone the power to hurt or control me.
Never again.
I will rise above it all. I will be strong. I will persevere. I will win. I will WORK HARD. I will make sacrifices. I will be patient. I won't ever compromise what I stand for. I will be patient with myself. I will get it.
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Truth be told, I'm needing to work through so much aggression, right now. I need to get myself a punching bag for the basment and kick and punch the shit out of it. That's what I need.
And, now, I'm thinking of taking up boxing or something. Oooo that sounds like so much fun. I want to see what I can do...To add to this, in the words of Rascal Flatts (this fits perfectly perfect with how I feel right now)
Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what you're made of
You might bend, till you break
Cause its all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you've had enough
You get mad you get strong
Wipe your hands shake it off
Then you StandEverytime you get up
And get back in the race
One more small piece of you
Starts to fall into placeIsn't that the truth? Made me feel awesome listening to that song, this morning.
Well, back to what I was doing, now... No more excuses. If I want it bad enough, I'll fight for it and I'm going for it.
Comments (13)
I heart Rascall Flatts! And isn't it great to feel all fired up about things, rather than overwhelmed? Hang on to that!
Just fight it one battle at a time.
And know you've got backup
Good luck Megan! We're here to cheer you on!
if you dont stand up for yourself, no one else will. looks like you are finding your voice. no need to whisper, speak loud and clear as you should be heard. good going!!
Girl take up boxing!!! It's so much fun!!! Even the smallest person can do some real damage as long as you know what you're doing
I was in boxing for a while and it was a lot of fun. I plane to take up kick boxing soon though
Get to use your whole body with that 
Good declarations
You know, working out like that will actually help to improve your moods. Your brain releases a "happy" chemical during a work out. I think a boxing class would be great.
Here ya go
@Megabyyte - Haha. You're flipping cute, chick. Yeah, I called you chick on purpose, cuz I rememebered
@AgainstTheWind1 - lol
And thank you!
You go for it girl!~!!
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Go Megan!!!
from the first time I heard it, I loved that song! More power to ya!