October 14, 2013

  • Fighting for life

    You know what's exhausting? Fighting for your own life. *again, just gonna rant about me and I'm sorry, because I know everything could be worse and i'm just whining. I'm at least acknowledging it*

    I decided I needed to fight for my life. I'm switching doctors. The wait is long. I'm getting therapy. Something I want, but I am scared.

    I took a break from my meds, as I couldn't afford them. Ooooh, bad idea. Now I'm back on them and  I just feel sick. I'm so out of it.

    Honestly, I'm just exhausted. I'm exhausted.

    The only one who will and can fight for me is me. I'm trying to do what is best. I'm just in a bad spot and I am trying, but I don't have all the answers, I don't know if I'm doing all the right things. I just hope that it can all get better.

Comments (5)

  • Don't give up
    though the world might seem like it is closing in
    and you haven't got any friends
    no one to care for you
    no one to love
    just remember we love you
    from afar
    in our hearts of hearts every beat beats out in rhythm for you.
    Don't give up
    fight the good fight
    you will be victorious in the end
    Contest the foolish wisdom of careless sages
    Caress the fullness of these pages
    search for your own answers
    search for true salvation
    the gospel truth and medical rages all must be tempered by proof.
    And don't give up
    sleep well tonight
    and begin afresh again in the morrow.

  • Don't give up! Hugs!

  • I don't know your situation. I just know I love you.

  • Wishing you the best and hope you find answers and peace. Praying for you.

  • Keep on fighting. I hope you find a good therapist.

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