March 16, 2012

• Blah...

  Last night, 3 tornadoes touched down in our "area". Not really too close to where I live, it was all underneath of us. I was thankful all we got was a little thunder and lightning. Also, we're going to be in the 70's all week and almost hitting 80. Yeah, last May, I remember still wearing a spring coat and here we are in march not needing coats, bahaha. Oh, this should be a fun summer....

  I also feel sick again.

  Not many people know about this or will know what I'm talking about. In fact, i think I only told two people this, so you won't know what I mean. Sorry. But I'm keeping up my end of the "deal" and I feel powerless. Yet, if I say anything about it, I feel like it'll start an argument and just further prove the point that I'd rather be doing "something else". But, his end of the bargain is hard to keep up with, because my needs are much different than his. So, he gets out of his much easier, because I'm not all that "demanding and controlling" and I'm starting to get pissed off.

  But I'll get off that topic before I start crying... because I am frustrated right now.

  I feel like i need to puke, I don't know what's wrong with me. I feel like I might be running a fever, again, or it's just that it's warm in here. We have windows open and fans on, but still... and I just feel weak and sore and there's this big bump on my shoulder, between my shoulder and my neck. It hurts to bad. Maybe a knot? I'd have someone rub the darn thing, but I don't' like people rubbing my shoulders, cause it always hurts regardless, lol. Yes, I'm serious. Or people are generally too rough and it drives me crazy.

  well, I gotta go call my sister. I need a ride to get our hair cuts. Well, it's just trimming of the bangs. I hate that they are in my eyes and, thankfully, I'm able to go get them trimmed. I'll have to not tell my sister that I'm not feeling well, otherwise she'll avoid me. Her and her hubby are germaphobes, even though she's a nurse, lol. Anyway, then hopefully go get her birthday present. She was born on St. Patrick's day. Tomorrow, we get to go over to their house and celebrate her birthday. I'm excited to play games on the wii. It's been a few months.

  Hopefully, I don't start puking again, or that will ruin everything.

  Plus I have a random St. Patrick's Day thing to work on with Bri. I think we'll do it today. The hubster has the day off of work, but his gout hit again and his foot is killing him. *sigh*. So, I'm playing nurse to him, once again. Last night was interesting. I would randomly wake up, thinking I was going to pass out or something, because I felt so bad. Brianna would wake up crying, because she was hot and miserable (Yeah, we already need to get our AC unit in and it's march. it really is ridiculous). Then he was up and down a lot in pain and, at 2 in the morning, dropped his cane down the stairs and it slammed into the door. I'm sure everyone in the house woke up, then lucky me got to get up and go get it. Then I'm like, "it's 2 am? Seriously? I feel like I've been in bed forever....". LOL, who feels like that? But I did go to bed earlier than usual.

  1. I need to stop staying up till 2 am the nights he's not home.

  2. Sugar hates me. I need to avoid it

  Or, I just have some random bug that isn't going away easily, even though I was fine yesterday. I don't know what gives.

  Oh well, I need to go get stuff done. Too much. Too much. I just remembered the phone call I got yesterday for food testing and that's today. Ugh. I don't know if I can do it, though. Food just... doesn't go down easily. I could hardly eat my breakfast. A couple bites was like painful to eat.

  anyway, this is just a bunch of random whining. I do fee like crying. I'm just emotional, meh! lol I'm a girl, what can I say.

  but if the sister comes over and we get out and do stuff, I'll get happier! wooo!

   

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