February 25, 2012
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I just can’t help it…
I can’t stand double/tripple postings a day, even though I do it a lot, but I can’t help this one…
I know many of you, or at least those of you who truly “get me”, will not like hearing this and I definitely appreciate you guys trying to talk sense in to me. I guess that’s what I need. However, I can’t knock this feeling…
No matter HOW HARD I try, I just can’t get over the thinking that I’m….
Oh, forget it.
Nevermind.
I’ll just stick to my silly, stupid self, because that seems to be the best. I have more fun. However I was trying to be “real” and it’s just not working, right now.
This is one of those crappy moments when I have the thoughts trapped in my head and can’t quite manage to get them out. Sucks. And it’s making me cry. I hate these moments. I just want to hit myself in the head, really hard, and tell myself to “snap out of it”. Oh, if it was just that easy… I have so many thoughts, right now. So many. You have no idea. And you have no idea how badly I want to express them. *sigh*
Comments (18)
pray! sorry to seem like Im pushing Jesus down your throat, which Im not trying to but God is here to listen to us always
Aw, I hope everything works out. You probably don’t know me, but I’m here if you ever need to talk
I know that I’m a newbie and that we don’t know each other that well, but if you do ever need someone to talk to, I’m always willing to listen : ] I hope you start feeling better!
@KristenS936 - Oh, no, no don’t worry about it. It’s a good reminder that I needed
. Thank you! *hugs*
Life always throws us wierd and strange trials and tribulations. It’s ok to get upset when dealing with them. It’s ok to feel like we’re screwups or insignificant. But as long as we push through those trials and tribulations, we’re not screwups nor insignificant.
We all matter. Each and every one of us. And we’re always here to talk if you need someone.
Just getting to know you so double/triple posts don’t bother me. Hopefully you can work through whatever it is that is coming your way.
Hugs. I’ll be praying for you, lady.
*HUGS*
If you’ve gotta hit somebody, hit me. *gives you my nose to punch*
@TrainTrack - Absolutely NOT, lol. I would NEVER punch you in the nose. Ever. Not that I’d hit that hard, anyway, but I’d still be afraid to hurt you! lol You don’t deserve that. I’d hug it out of you, though. Much better!
@Ohne_xDich - I really appreciate that, thank you!
@HelloRoxyy - Thank you!
*hugs*
@grim_truth - I’m thankful for you. You just seem to “get me” and you always manage to make me smile. just thought that was worth noting.
@Ro_ad808 - Thank you so much!
@clumsyandunaware - appreciate it, girl! *hugs*
@MyTwoCentss - And, of course, your hugs are always welcome. *hugs* to you too!
that you’re what?
well……maybe one of the times you hit yourself ( i dont favor self harm) on the head, those thoughts will fall out and find a place in a blog.
Sounds kinda like you have people clogging up your inbox with tons of entries. They annoy me some, but if they post a whole bunch of times a day I’ll just read one of them(usually the one that looks the most interesting).
Good luck with your thoughts.
@buddy71 - Well, I did the best I could in a protected post.
I didn’t have to hit myself, either. I realize you’re not on my list and we’re just getting to know each other, but I’m pretty sure I can trust you and you’ve been encouraging, so I can add you, if you’d like. You know, if you want to know personal stuff and all, lol.
@Megabyyte - i would be honored if you have the room. thanks
*hugs*
@buddy71 - I added you!