July 26, 2013
So I need to go mow the lawn, even though I'm sore and don't feel like it. But I'm smart and do it on the coolest day of the week and I missed that yesterday, so might as well take the stupid chance today. I hate grass. did I mention I hated grass?
Sooo I did this before, where I looked up interpreations to my dreams. So I decided to do that one the ones I talked about yesterday.
The first dream with the racy pics on facebook, my gramma and being publicly shamed like that, I went with the word "shame", because in the dream that's what I felt. And that's what was happening, was I was being shamed.
To feel shame in your dream signifies waking feelings of
guilt, insecurity or low esteem that has carried over into the dream world.
Perhaps you feel you have failed yourself or others.
The next dream was that I was, basically, a prostitute and had sex with my 4th grade teacher. *barf*
To dream that you are a prostitute indicates your
desires for more sexual freedom/expression and sexual power. You want to be less
inhibited and explore other areas of sexuality. Perhaps your waking ideology
about sex is too rigid. On a negative side, to dream that you are a prostitute
suggests that you are harboring feelings of guilt toward a relationship. You are
having difficulties integrating love and sexuality. Alternatively, the dream may
be a metaphor suggesting that you are "prostituting" yourself in some situation,
either emotionally or morally. Are you selling yourself in some way?
To dream that you are having sex with a teacher implies that there are still things you need to learn when it comes to sex.
had to take a moment to laugh a little... Okay, moving on... where was I?
Next dream was my gramma dying in my arms...
To dream about the death of a loved one suggests that
you are lacking a certain aspect or quality that the loved one embodies. Ask
yourself what makes this person special or what you like about them. It is that
very quality that you are lacking in your own relationship or circumstances.
Alternatively, the dream indicates that whatever that person represents has no
part in your own life anymore.�In particular, to dream about the death of your
living parents indicates that you are undergoing a significant change in your
waking life. Your relationship with your parents has evolved into a new
realm.�If you dream about the death of a child, then it implies that you need to
let go of your immaturity and start being more serious. As your child reaches
certain milestones and grows into an adult, dreaming of their death may be
symbolic of their own self-discovery, transition and transformation into a new
stage of life.
Then the dream where the guy wants to blow up my house, but trashes it instead. Even in my dream, the word burglary stood out to me, because someone was going into my home and doing something they shouldn't have been doing...
To dream that you have been burglarized indicates that
you are feeling violated or that personal space has been invaded. You feel
helpless in some situation or relationship. This could be due to a major change
in your life. Give yourself some time to adjust to your new environment. The
dream may also occur as a result of being burglarized in real life and a symptom
of post traumatic stress.�
the other element to that dream that stood out, was birth control and how angry I got over him screwing with my birth control pills...
To see or use contraceptive in your dream suggests that
you are refusing to let your creativity emerge from beneath the surface. You are
holding back some aspect of yourself. The contraceptive may be a metaphor for
protection against emotional hurt. Alternatively, it signifies your anxieties
about pregnancy or sexually transmitted diseases.
And then of course I was raped in that dream, becuase he screwed with my birth control. Pfft. I've had plenty of rape dreams, so this is nothing new...
To dream that you were raped or almost raped indicates
vengeful or resentful feelings toward the opposite sex. You feel that you have
been violated or that you have been taken advantage of. Something or someone is
jeopardizing your self-esteem and emotional well-being. Things are being forced
upon you. Dreams of rape are also common for those who were actually raped in
their waking life.
But to end on a more positive note, I did blog about that dream where I was giving some guy a blow job? Well... it was a while ago, but I'll interpret that one for ya!
To dream that you are giving or receiving oral sex
signifies your willingness to give or receive pleasure/joy. It is symbolic of
your creative energy and reaffirms that you are headed in the right direction in
life. The dream may also be a pun on "talking about sex." Perhaps, you need to
communicate with your mate about your sexual needs and desires. Or you are
acting out your sexual wishes.
Alrighty, well, there ya have it! And to think! I was going to post pictures instead!
This is from the little road trip to Ohio.
Coolness factor comes from Michigan. I saw a "made in michigan" sign and I wanted a picture of it SOOO bad. Since I was made in Michigan...
Anyway, I gotta go mow my lawn... how did this become italic?